We are not less productive, we are just less frantic

I had the loveliest facetime catch up with my amazing friend Diane today. She is not just a deeply knowledgeable and heartfelt yoga teacher, but also a wise and connected human and friend. We were talking about social isolation, as many of us do today, and I jokingly posed the question to Diane: “Why am I so much less efficient now when I have so much more time, than I was before social isolation?” She laughed and answered, “Maybe you’re not less efficient, just less frantic.” And there it is. I let out a sigh of relief and realized how incredibly right she is. I am not getting any less done that I used to be. I’m still going to the hospital and taking care of sick patients. I’m still preparing for the publication of my next book. I’m still cooking, and caring for the dog, and cleaning the house, and sending out emails. But all this is done in a setting that is so much less frantic.

I’m no longer running myself ragged on my days away from the hospital – trying to see friends, go to the store, and get to a yoga class. Now I get to practice the same yoga class at home. Now, instead of rushing from event to event, or packing for trips, I am taking my time planning meals for myself and my partner, and taking the dog on long walks.

So today, instead of mourning the loss of “all the things” that kept me frantically busy, I will celebrate the freedom of a less frenetic way of being. Instead of rushing through my chores or my workouts, I will languish in the spaciousness. Instead of being frustrated that the dog interrupts my yoga session, I will giggle that she wants to be support this emotionally exhausted frontline worker and restart the posture sequence.

We’re doing all the same things – we are just less frantic.  Thanks, Diane. Thanks for sharing your wisdom with me, and with all of us. Let’s all find a little more perspective and space within our less-frantic socially-isolated lives.

Keep your pulmonary system healthy with this technique of diaphragmatic breathing

Did you know that we have pulmonary vagal irritant receptors? Irritant receptors lie between airway epithelial cells and are stimulated by noxious gases, cold, and inhaled dusts. Once activated, they send action potentials via the vagus nerve leading to bronchoconstriction (which can lead to cough) and increased respiratory rate. When stretched, these receptors also increase production of pulmonary surfactant, which allows our alveoli in the lungs to be more flexible and compliant. Our treatment, when these irritant receptors are activated is supplemental oxygen and airway clearance. You can do this yourself! Just take a long, deep, deliberate breath – right now! That brings in more oxygen into your lungs (supplemental oxygen), and helps to clear your airway with the prolonged exhalation.

Keep your pulmonary system healthy, avoid cough, and your vagus nerve toned during these times in the pandemic with this technique of slow, diaphragmatic breathing. Keeping the pulmonary vagal irritant receptors inactivated and at rest!

The world is like a sleeping tiger and we live our lives on its back

“Of all the hardships a person had to face, none was more punishing than the simple act of waiting.” ― Khaled Hosseini, A Thousand Splendid Suns

There is an analogy in Buddhist philosophy that the world is like a sleeping tiger and we live our lives on its back. Every now and then, the tiger wakes up, and it is terrifying. Sometimes, it wakes up because someone we love dies. Or someone breaks our heart (raising my hand to both). Or there’s a pandemic (another high hand raise). But, this is far from the first time the tiger has woken up. It has been waking up since the beginning of time and will never stop waking us up with it. But that’s the rub. We get to wake up. Night after night, we sleep on the tiger’s back, and each time, we are surprised when it awakens. If we can discard our sense of complacency during slumber, if we can stay awake and open, we can stop being afraid. We can be awake and ready for all that will come.

This has been a hard, scary month. For me, for you, especially for our elderly brethren. There is so much anxiety everywhere. It has been an arduous task, trying to make sense of it all. I have tried to spend each day reflecting upon this time, and how I’ve reacted. I hope you will too.

We’ll get through this, my friends. We will. Let’s stick this out through the end – together, with grace, dignity and an underlying sense of humanity. The only regret we will have is if we cut the parachute before we land. So, let’s land together.
I wish you all the best during these unexpected and stressful times. Someday soon, things will be back to a sense of normalcy. And we will fall back asleep on the tiger. But, I hope in your dreams, you will remember what it was like to be awake, and be open to staying awake. Knowing that impermanence is our steady state will alleviate so much anxiety and suffering. And you will no longer need to wait. You will be awake and alive. I believe this and I hope it for each one of you. I look forward to seeing you all again. And even, in time, with sufficient PPE, holding your hand as we land back on the ground together. *Photo captured from a picture framed on my desk. May you remain brave.

Love, ingrid

We are in this together – COVID-19

 

*The beaches are closed. The parks are closed. But our hearts must stay open.*

 

Today, the US now has more confirmed COVID-19 cases than any other nation. That is over 82,000 confirmed infections across the country. And this is despite having performed a paucity of testing. Without question, there are tens of thousands (if not, hundreds of thousands) more cases that were not reported simply because we were not prepared to test this many people.

 

Slowly, each state is enacting Stay Home orders… But I am so fearful we have done too little, too late. Each day’s delay in stopping human contact creates more hot spots, none of which can be identified until about a week or two later, when the people infected start falling ill. The weaker the freeze, the more people die in overburdened hospitals — and the longer it ultimately takes for the economy and our lives to restart.  The death toll in the U.S. has quadrupled over the last week and I am devastated. And this will only get worse from here. Please, let’s do your part in slowing this virus down. Taking what feels like extreme actions now will allow us to have a quicker recovery when this crisis is over.

 

We are one day shy of a week into our compulsory stay at home order in California. The beaches are closed. The parks are closed. But our hearts must stay open. We are all in this together.

 

I know this has been hard – on all of us. I talk a lot about how connection is what defines us as humans. And this severing of physical connection has worn us all down. But I ask you to stay strong. Start to enjoy your alone time, because soon enough, it will be busy again. Spend this time reflecting on your life, your goals, the connections you want to continue to cultivate in life. The ones that are meaningful to you. This is a novel virus, and also a novel time. Enjoy the novelty of your solitude and time for reflection. Embrace it – you never know how long it will last; and if it is like anything else in life, it will be fleeting.

 

“When ‘I’ is replaced with ‘we,’ even illness becomes wellness.” – Malcolm X

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The importance of stretching

Getting antsy during your self-isolation? It’s time to roll out the yoga mat that you bought at Target 8 years ago! (that may or may not still be in its original wrapping)…  During this period of isolation, this is your chance reconnect with the physical and mental exercise that for thousands of years have hooked yoga practitioners around the world. Stretching is essential because it helps maintain flexibility. And if anyone of us need anything right now to stay sane, its flexibility in our bodies and our minds. The Mayo Clinic recommends that stretch at least two to three times a week. And you should hold each stretch for 30 seconds for most areas and up to 60 seconds for sore or problem areas. The beauty of yoga, specifically, is that it stretches the body, the mind, and the heart. I think we all need to open our hearts in this moment and make them bigger. We all could make space in our hearts for those that are suffering. Whether you are young or old, overweight or fit, yoga has the power to calm the mind and strengthen the body. Yoga really is for everyone. So in this time of self-isolation, find some space to connect back with yourself through yoga. Maybe find more space and openness if your heart for love. And send it out there. Love, great love. The world is indeed full of peril, and in it there are many dark places; but still there is much that is fair, and though in all lands love is now mingled with grief, [love] grows perhaps the greater.” ― J.R.R. Tolkien

Community in Immunity – go for that run!

Community in Immunity.

Just a reminder to keep up your immunity up by exercising and eating right. I made myself a green juice with lots of ginger. Whether or not ginger actually boosts my immune system, it made me happy. And there’s plenty of scientific evidence that the happier you are, the more robust your immune system. So, do what makes you happy. Go outside. Get some exercise. You can take care of yourself in COVID-19 isolation.

Trying to preserve some sense of normalcy is really important for your wellbeing. Maintaining a routine like getting up and getting dressed, can positively affect mental health. *And good mental health promotes good physical health.*  For me, exercise is my catharsis in times of stress. Every little bit of movement counts, so even when confined to our homes, the key is to move. The American Heart Association recommends adults engage in at least 150 minutes (2.5 hours) per week of moderate-intensity aerobic activity, or 75 min/week of vigorous activity. So, next time you watch TV, do some squats during the commercials. Heel raises when you’re washing dishes. Lunges when you’re doing laundry. Knock out some push-ups when you’re waiting for water to boil. Dancing is also a great way to move your body. Turn on some music and boogie with your partner or kids.

A good rule to follow is to make sure you get your heart rate up, multiple times a day. Stairs can be your cardiovascular best friend and if you have access to stairs in your home or apartment, going up and down those stairs is a great way to get your blood pumping.

We are following shelter in place orders here in California, but you can still go for a walk or run if you stay close to home, as long as you’re able to maintain a reasonable amount of distance and you’re being good about hand hygiene. What counts is that you’re moving your body.

So get up. Go for that run. Do some squats. And stay strong for our community in immunity! I’ll be back tomorrow with some yoga stretches and exercises to keep that immune system strong!

Be a hero today.

“History will not forgive us for waiting an hour more,” said San Jose Mayor Sam Liccardo. “This is our generation’s great test, our moment to stand tougher as a community. Amid our collective fears, we will find our uncommon courage.” This past week that I have been working in the hospital, friends and followers have applauded me for putting myself at risk to help the sick and frail. But you can be a hero, too. Even if you are too selfish to self-isolate for the elderly and immuno-compromised, then be selfish enough to do so for yourself, because young people get severely ill with COVID-19 and they die from this virus as well. I get it. This is hard. I hope no one in your family, or no one you know, dies because of this. Because that’s what we’re trying to accomplish. Minimizing needless deaths.

Part of the reason this is scary is because so many people are dying, and there are so many unknowns for this disease. We are still finding out the characteristics but what we know is that this virus likely lives on surfaces for 2-3 days. It loves banisters, bar tops, tables, chairs, etc. We know that it is susceptible to drying out, UV bleach, detergent and disinfectants. And if it lives for 2-3 days, that means it can die off in 2-3 days. Every virus needs a host, so don’t be it’s host!

If you have been self-isolating, I am here to applaud you. You don’t have to be a nurse or doctor on the front lines to be a hero. You, too, can save someone’s life today by staying away from public places. Wash your hands. Disinfect. Stay in. Self-isolate. Today, save someone’s life. Be their hero.

I stayed at work for you, will you stay at home for us?

9 years ago, I recited the Hippocratic Oath, and two sections have always stuck with me:

“Into whatsoever houses I enter, I will enter to help the sick” and “I will respect the hard-won scientific gains of those physicians in whose steps I walk.”

 

The events over the last couple of weeks have affected me deeply.  Of course, I’m concerned about a novel virus that killing patients.  But, I’ve been more distraught over the reaction of the people, the response of the state and federal governments, the blatant disregard of science/epidemiology, and the warnings of physicians in other countries on the front lines.

Most of us will get this virus and be OK.  But slowing it down is 100 percent vital. Why? Because our health care system has limited resources. We only have so many hospital beds in this country and, only 62,000 ventilators. If the forecasted numbers of infected Americans reach the projected numbers, we will have no choice but to ration those resources. This means a physician will forced to choose who gets a chance to live and who does not. This is the reality in other countries right now.

I was lucky enough to have trained at a wonderful hospital, loved my ICU months as a resident, and learned from the best critical care doctors out there.  I will enter this fight with guns blazing.  But, I will do so with a heavy heart, because it will be because people didn’t want to change their routines. I will risk my health, life, and family because people didn’t want to be inconvenienced to cancel their play dates, parties, weddings, bar hopping, travel, date nights, workouts … the list goes on.

Last night, Gov Newsom finally announced a shelter in place in California. Stay home, I entreat you, America. For the sake of us all. Even if your state is not restricting your movement, please stay home. This is not for the long term.  This is not an infringement on your rights.  This is a pandemic, plain and simple. This is an international crisis. This is a moment in humanity that we are all in together. Will you rise to the occasion?

I stayed at work for you, will you stay at home for us?

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COVID-19

I think it’s about time that I weigh in on COVID-19. I apologize for being MIA on this matter – I have been on the front lines in the hospital this week, admitting and caring for patients. First and foremost: Yes, this is serious. Should you panic? Absolutely not. Should you follow some sensible guidelines? Please do. Up until now, Americans have not been taking this pandemic seriously enough. We cannot be so arrogant and cavalier as to believe that we are above becoming infected with COVID-19 like the rest of human civilization in other countries. Let’s be serious and respectful. Gathering in groups is selfish and reckless during this pandemic. It will speed up the spread of the virus, increasing the suffering for older and vulnerable people and for the medical workers caring for them.

The best way to protect yourself and others remains common-sense guidelines including hand-washing and “social distancing” (ex: work from home). For those who are 60+ and with comorbid diseases, take extra precautions, including avoiding crowds and nonessential travel. And then follow these remaining rules:

*Wash your hands often with soap and water for at least 20 seconds. Use an alcohol-based hand sanitizer that contains at least 60% alcohol if soap and water are not available.
*Avoid touching your eyes, nose and mouth with unwashed hands.
*Avoid close contact with people, generally, and those especially who are sick.
*The average incubation is 5 days, so you could be asymptomatic and still spreading the virus. This is, again, why it is imperative that we social distance at this time.
*Stay home when you are sick, especially if experiencing a fever or respiratory symptoms.
*Cover your cough or sneeze with a tissue, then throw the tissue in the trash. Follow by washing your hands.
*Clean and disinfect frequently touched objects and surfaces.

I’ll be in the hospital this next week…. We are on the front lines, setting up fever tents and bracing for the fall. Stay updated on my Story. See you soon and stay safe

I am giving it all I’ve got.

This decade has been a doozy for me. Has it been for you, too? Over this past decade, I left the practice of law, broke off an engagement to pursue my dream of medicine, attended and graduated medical school and two residencies, wrote and published a book, moved into and out of a three states, completed my yoga therapy and 500-hour teacher trainings, led many yoga retreats, made friends, lost friends, fell in love, had my heart broken… and in some ways, I ended up right where I began. That’s right, 10 years ago, I was living in San Diego, and 10 years later, I have found my way back here. Teaching at the same studio (Prana), enjoying time with some of same people (that’s you, Nico), driving home to see my parents with the same dog (Rusty)… yet I, the Ingrid that was a decade ago, is so different. My heart is different. My soul is less rigid. My heart feels flexible and accepting. My soul feels open and ready. Instead of judging, I seek to listen. Instead of fear, I choose hope.

Halfway through my medical training, I almost lost hope. Seeing so much “unfairness” and suffering life (and death)… watching how human stories unraveled in the most heartbreaking ways… it almost broke me. But somehow, with the support of amazing friends and mentors, I went from thinking: “We’re all going to die, what’s the point?” to “Wait. Yes. We are all going to die… THAT’S the point!” I went from thinking that everything was hopeless and meaningless to realizing that our time is so short, so fast. And that was incredibly freeing. It made me embrace all the clichés, all the inspirational quotes. Because life IS short. So, I had better do what I can with the time I’ve got.

So here I am, giving it all I’ve got. Staying open to it all. Not knowing where this decade will take me. Knowing there will be twists and turns. Uncertainties and fears. But doing my best to keep my heart open to whatever may arise. Because… that’s the point